Man, what a ride.
I feel like I’ve experienced every emotion known to human kind.
I was first down.
Then further down.
I felt the instant tears of rejection on my face.
I could feel my heart seizing.
I couldn’t breathe.
I felt like they had broken up with me.
All I kept thinking was, josh was right.
I felt betrayed.
How could they do this to me?
I felt worthless.
And then in that moment I realized I finally could relate to others who lost their job.
Finally I could feel their tears.
Finally I could feel their fears.
I was one of them.
And it brought me such compassion.
And now a month later all I want to say is thank you.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to feel this pain.
For without it, how could I relate?
Another post from you B.Ray that shows Love for other people.
You are amazing.
More Love
and Peace
to you
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“When you are unemployed, weekends are seven days long.” ― Mokokoma Mokhonoana. …
Luckily I’m now retired!
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What does that feel like?
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It’s great to be retired and to do what I feel like. Working for somebody else to satisfy their selfish needs is a bummer!
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I watched you read this on your Instagram story and thought it was absolutely beautiful, and I respect you for being able to say thank you for the pain. Sending love, and I really do hope things work out for you. ❤🙂
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Wow. Thank you for watching it on my story. I was so uncomfortable in that moment but I do believe the spoken word holds power so I believe I will continue to read things out as I go along.
And things will work out. They always do:)
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I have yet to apply for my first job. Since it’s pandemic, I’m somehow stuck as one of the jobless or unemployed. Relatable post! Thank you!
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You’re welcome.
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I see you posted your study notes and I can’t comment on them? Lol
First of all, you’re voluntarily taking chemical engineering? Loljk
This coming from a finance degree person. Haha but I just read the notes and thought holy shit that class is a job in itself
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I actually graduated and got the degree last year. 😂. I have to take an exam for my license but since it’s pandemic, it got postponed.
I’m posting some of my notes for personal reasons and I turned off comments and ping backs because I’m afraid it might annoy some of my readers. 😂
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Well that’s very considerate of you lol
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Thank you. 😂
I thought that this is a good platform to archive some of my notes. In case some juniors from my uni asked me or something. 😂
Thanks for the visit by the way.
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