Man, what a ride.
I feel like I’ve experienced every emotion known to human kind.
I was first down.
Then further down.
I felt the instant tears of rejection on my face.
I could feel my heart seizing.
I couldn’t breathe.
I felt like they had broken up with me.
All I kept thinking was, josh was right.
I felt betrayed.
How could they do this to me?
I felt worthless.
And then in that moment I realized I finally could relate to others who lost their job.
Finally I could feel their tears.
Finally I could feel their fears.
I was one of them.
And it brought me such compassion.
And now a month later all I want to say is thank you.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to feel this pain.
For without it, how could I relate?