I haven’t written here for a while. I guess I’ve been avoiding it. I tend to do that when I’m in conflict. Even through my past therapy lessons, I still run from my emotions. I guess some habits never change.
But I’m here now.
Writing. Thinking. Plotting.
I want to be consistent in my endeavor to be vulnerable.
I want to be more fearless.
So I’m gonna write.
And it’s going to get annoying.
But I think I need to do this.
I need to find my pain and forgive it.
Because this blaming avoidant behavior isn’t working.
So here I am.
Promising tomorrow I’ll show up.
Also, we got a new dog. Say hi to Buckley.